:-)

I know. Its strange to see the fact that I've put a smiley face as my title. I mean my boyfriend dumped me a week ago. I should be sad (especially considering he now officially dating the girl he left me for) but I'm not. Really not. Why?

CAITLIN BLANEY IS MY HERO!!!

I feel bad because she was put in the middle of all of this shit but she has been by my side through this whole thing.

I'm also happy because I have realized who my friends are through this and what it means to be a good friend. I also learned that there is another guy out there for me.


I know that is strange to say only a week later but I've been run through the mud so much this week that I realized that not all guys are jackasses (also realized this after I saw the way Chris treated Katie and Tom treat Katie...two different Kaites by the way). I will find the guy I'm meant to be with. It's going to be hard because I have no clue how long it will take for me to find that guy and don't know how many other guys that are not right for me I will have to go through but I will find him. I know I will. And for those hard times I have my true friends which is a lot more people that I thought. Thank you guys. I love you all.


~Get up and start another day. Another day to prove this world has something to live for