Have you ever wondered what life would be like if you made one different decision? I'm not talking about small decisions like if you have chosen chocolate ice cream over cookie dough. I'm talking about what would have happened if you choose to go to a different college than the one you're at or chosen to say yes to a guy instead of no.
I've been thinking about these things recently which makes me wonder if there is such thing as fate. If I had chosen to go to CNU instead of DUQ would I have still found my way to Aaron? If not does that mean 1) soul mates don't exist or 2) he isn't mine. Or what would have happened if I never chosen to join the school of education? Would I have met all the awesome friends that I have now or would I still be looking for people to be friends with?
I'm most likely freaking out about nothing but yet it still bothers me. I ususally try to live by the motto don't have any regrets but I'm starting to realize that if you are human, or Catholic at least, it is impossible to not have regrets. You always have a conscience which means you feel guilty about something which means you have a regret. Although it might be guilt about something you shouldn't have done you still have regret.
I am offically talking in circles. This is what happens when I freak out. I just blab about nothing. Arg.
Life sucks
~I keep pushing myself even though I can't take it at all
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